Current mood:

flirty

I just had the most awesomely awesome weekend ever! I thought my bf would still be away for at least another week but i got a call from him on friday night saying he caught a flight home and would be in at 1am! So i stayed up checking the flight schedules for hours and the damn flight was late by like 2 hours! Finally the time tracker thing said it took off so i started my packing for the weekend and the long drive to the airport. It was a total zoo in newark so i wound up parking in the short term lot and having to pay, but it was worth it cauz the look on his face when i actually met him inside the terminal...its just one of those things that lets u actually see how someone feels about you, even though you already know that they love you...it was great..i didnt thinnk he could miss me that much, though i know he doesnt like admitting it...we got his luggage at baggage claim and drove the even longer drive back to his house. It wasnt until 4am that we actually got to sleep, and having rehearsal for bucks in the morning sucked ass, but it was worth it=0) Afterward we went back to his house and took a nap, if u could call it that since it lasted 6 hours! Then we went out to dinner with swabere and G. We went to this mexican place that was really good...definately expanded my knowledge past the horizons of taco bell. We then rented Constantine. Great movie, even for keanu reeves. Sunday we decided to drive up to the water gap and go exploring for a place to put in the boat for our trip. We stopped at a bunch of places and went hiking. then we found this reat rock beach and went swimming for hours. It was so much fun but exhausting cauz the current was so strong. After that we stopped to check out a few more places and found this one trail with dozens of tiny frogs along them...they were so cute! I wanted one but they were too fast to catch. The bf says that we can come with a bucket next time and catch a few, though i think i may feel bad keeping them. We both were ready to pass out when we got home. I so didnt want to go to work the next day, but the people i work for said that they needed me when i called and my possible day off wasnt gonna happen...i was really upset cauz i wanted to spend another day with the bf and go to the gap again. Luckily, they called back and said i didnt have to work on monday! whoopie! We rented more movies...hide and seek, finding neverland, and saw (for him...i dont know what it is but i dont wanna see that movie for some reason). Hide and seek was pretty good, totally unexpected ending, however i think the 3rd alternate ending they give is the better one and would've made the movie great instead of good. On monday we went back to the water gap, but this time we stopped and bought snorkels so we could really swim somewhere...it was a lot of fun. we saw a giant fish and lots of eels. luckily they stayed near the rocks and the bottom so we didnt have to worry. We swam for at least 2 hours before we both passed out on the beach. Its just so relaxing up there with the sounds of the water and the trees...i cant wait for our trip! Then we headed home and had dinner at the cracker barrel...pretty good food...and watched finding neverland. that mvie is genius. i loved it! now i know why the movie store was always out of it for about a month. I hated havign to leave last night cauz i enjoyed my weekend so much with him. I dont know what it was that made it so great. It was definatly a partial attitude change on his part, and maybe on mine too. It was just like for once he wasnt thinking about work and life when we were together, just us...it was awesome. Got to live those moments up when i can since i know there are probably still some hard times for him and us ahead..."just keep swimming! just keep swimming!" lol...

**this weekend went great until something came to my attention that i feel the need to say something about before i let it go forever. i checked one of my online profiles last night and saw a message from some unknown person (im guessing their profile was made up since it didnt have much in it and it was newly registered for). This person is trying to start crap between my bf and me by the way of getting us to fight or even break up by playing stupid games and accusing ppl with bullshit! I wont go into details and i wont explain any further because whoever did it knows and will read this here or the other places ive posted it...but know this...i am a very nice and patient person, as most have seen; however, i can gaurantee that none of you have ever seen me get angry before, and it is not something that you would want to see. Be forewarned that if ANYONE tries to hurt me or, more importantly the people i love and those relationships that i have with those ppl, and i find out who you are, the consequences will not be to your liking. And do not think that i will never find out it was you or so and so, because i will. Somehow, I always find out, whether it be sooner or later. I am very defense when it comes to those i care about. I absolutely refuse to let this immature action, or others like it in the future, make any sort of impact on my life, or an impact on those ppl whom i love.

To those of you who are not involved or have no clue as to what i am talking about i apologize for the brief moment of negativity. **

As for today it was pretty quiet watching kelly. Sarah wasnt around so the usually fighting and whining wasnt going on. Got some reading done too. Basically a pretty relaxed day. Working on finding out what i am going to do with the rest of my life...ugh..i dont wanna grow up...its driving me nuts but its not like i can really talk to anyone about it...its just something that happens and has to happen and theres no fighting it...i wish the summer could last forever soemtimes...